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Hello, my friends

I want to start by thanking you all for your wonderful wishes and love on the loss of our girl.  I read them all and they were a huge comfort to me.  Not only did these messages from "my BDW family" make make realize that some people actually do understand, but it also showed me how many folks that Stella had made smile over the years.  Thanks also to those of you who checked in privately - it did my heart good.  I plan to consolidate all the kind messages and make a little album.

I miss her more than words can say.  But, in my heart, I knew it was time.  She was telling me so and it was the least I owed her after so many years of love and courage in the face of so much adversity.  She went peacefully, in my arms with her favorite vet who called her "his big potato". 

As strange as this may sound, she actually made me smile during that last appointment.  I had brought her two blankies to lie on and spread them out on the floor.  Now, Stella was never one to lie on the floor.  Dogs do that!  So, even in her weak state, she started digging around, building a nest with her blankies.  When she had it just right, then she flopped down.  Her brave spirit was not going to tolerate going to the Bridge unless her nest was just right.  My silly, wonderful girl!

The day she passed, we bought a bottle of pink champagne to toast and honour her long life and all the joy and comfort she brought us.

Today, I have to go and pick up her ashes  :(  Not looking forward to that.

We will love you forever and ever, my beautiful, beautiful girl...

 

Martine and Bali's picture

Hi Céline so glad to see you back

 

 

The forum help me a lot when I lost Miss Lotus.....

 

Did you get my email for the breeder ???

 

They organize a bulldogs meeting  in May for there clients and our bullies....

 

Would be fun to see you there.....

 

Are you on Facebook it would be fun to see you there .....

 

I know that Stella is peaceful now .....

 

 

Hugs

 

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Yes, I did get your messages

Thanks so much.  I'm not quite ready for another special girl in my life, but I think it will be "relatively soon".  I think going to meet Bali's breeder in May sounds just about right.  But only if you and Bali are there and I can give that sweet girl a smooch!

No, I'm not on Facebook.  But I would love a reminder around the time of the event - you can e-mail me privately.

Thanks so much for all the beautiful pics too!

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Yes we will be there in May

 

It will be the second bullies meeting

Last year was the first time and it was wonderful to see all the bullies 70 was there with thre owners ....

 

We bring lunch and all

 

 

 

Celine, thank YOU !

Its been a rather rough few weeks for me, and a stressful monday morning - to read you post, it makes it all seem worthwhile :) thank YOU for being YOU, and sharing your lovebug with us all of these times.

She will be missed deeply - but she will bring us smiles forever

Rick

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Last steps taken May 26, 2014 -- Been rolling along ever since . . . . 

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I read about your job situation

And I was sorry to hear it.  But I have a real feeling that a dynamic, warm-hearted guy like you will find another opportunity.  One that will make you secure financially and content professionally.  I'm a strong believer in the philosophy that "nice guys finish first".  Someone is going to snatch you up...

 

 

TY for the encouraging words :)

Right now I'm looking forward to spring, and alot of couch a sitting, Gizmo a snoring filled days, that is as long as Dottie allows me !  LOL :)

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Last steps taken May 26, 2014 -- Been rolling along ever since . . . . 

I should send Dottie a box of Pens

I have a funny feeling that she may run out of ink while writing your 'honey do' list!

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Loves and Smooches, Kippa and Mama (Annette)

 

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(((HUGS))))

You have been in our thoughts and prayers!

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Thanks Angela

I love that pic of Olive below.  I'm guessing that's the calm before the next storm  :)

 

 

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celine...

i just teared up reading that  b/c although i had my archie for 17 months

i can only imagine what it must've been like having him for years like you had

stella...

there are no words of comfort just great memories that shall forever

remain in your heart and thoughts...loved the pink champagne tribute!!!

i love that pic of you and her....((((hugs))))

good to have you back!

thank you for sharing

I cannot begin to imagine your heartache.  But I am so thankful that the final moments were peaceful and in your loving arms.  Tears come just thinking about it...again I cannot imagine.  Thank you for sharing a brief glimps of that love with us.  (oh my...here are the tears and I am at work at the moment!)

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Loves and Smooches, Kippa and Mama (Annette)

 

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i know what you mean...one of

i know what you mean...

one of my agents just passed by desk and asked me why i'm crying...

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:-(

I didn't get to know Stella as long as some others here. But she sounds like she was just the most wonderful girl who was dearly loved. Every dog deserves a life like hers. I'm sorry for your loss. 

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Nakina

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Celine, I am glad you are here.

I have missed you, and Miss Stella. Hope you are doing ok. I couldn't look at the picture you posted...made me cry just thinking about it. I think about you every day and hope you will be back posting before too long.

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Amy and Sophia

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Hi Celine, it's nice to "hear" from you.

That picture is one of my favorite of you and sweet Stella. :)  I'm sorry your heart still hurts.  I'm sure Stella is watching over you and her daddy and wanting you to be happy.

Please don't be a stranger to BDW.

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Shannon and Winston :)

My swimming bully buddy!

My swimming bully buddy!

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Still thinking of you

I had a tough time picking up both Kilmore and Winnie's ashes, so I feel your pain.  We did a toast like you did, but after we brought their ashes home.  It was our thanks for being such wonderful dogs and bringing such joy into our lives.  Just remember that Stella is still with you and is happy for the loving home you gave her.  We are still thinking of you.

Sarah