Bulldogs World

So I am hysterical because we had to leave James for surgery on the indolent ulcer today.  The Doctor said he was going to remove part of the botttom lid and stitch the eye shut to heal.

I am terrified he wont make it thru the anesthesia...and Im scared that this wont help his eye either?  On a more inconsequential note, I am also scared it wll change the appearance of his eye- we were hoping to show him...I am still so shocked we came home alone I dont know what to do with myslef...