just want to say thanks to everyone for their kind words when kibby passed away a couple of weeks ago. its all starting to hit me again.. I am so sad and I miss her sooo much... I have never had a dog pass away so suddenly, all my dogs have died of old age, so I was kinda more prepared for those. I feel like there must have been some mistake or something.. like maybe the emergency vet dr.'s made mistake and they were trying to cover it up or something. I never saw an xray that showed anything in her tummy? first they said it was her pneumonia, then they called me back 20 mins later and said it was cancer, then when they were putting her to sleep it took them like 6 tries and they still couldn't do it. I had to leave. I couldn't watch anymore. by the time I got to say goodbye to her, she was already all cold, and drugged up, she didn't even know we were there. I don't believe it was her time yet, she was only 9.
I find myself looking for a new dog for copper, but all I keep looking for is another kibby.. and I know that's not possible. I know it will take time.. it just really sucks right now. thanks for letting me vent, sorry if I sound like a crazy person.. its like bully withdrawal or something!
do all bullys really have this super sweet personality? like I have had all kinds of dogs before and I really do believe that bullys are different ( I never had a dog so attached to me, who would run from poo, love her toys so much, nomnomnom things, be so mellow, not care about anyone or any other dog, but love to snuggle- are these bully traits?), or was it kibby who was just different? should I get another bully? or will I be disappointed because it wont be similar to 'kibby'? I dunno... cant sleep and just thinking out loud...