Update on Mick our Olde English Bulldogge.....Went to heaven yesterday....

I posted on the forum in March about our Mick's resource guarding and aggression.  We thought he was getting better, but he bit me, once again, for the third time and went after my husband due to resource guarding.

We had to make a heartbreaking decision yesterday to put him to sleep.  He just did not act like a normal pup his whole life.  We think he was also having issues health wise as well.  It was heart-wrenching for us to put down our pup.  He turned one-year-old last month.  He loved to walk and play, people and other dogs and cats outside of this house.  Everything in this house gave him anxiety....

I have been on a mission over these past months posting on Facebook--Do Not Buy from the Amish community.  They are breeding all these poor dogs, playing God, over and over again in their puppy mills. 

Please say a PRAYER for our little Mick today...  He is in heaven playing and having a good ole time.  We did everything we possibly could, but we are hurting so much over this decision.

Thank you to all who supported us by posting from the bottom of our hearts!

Terri

Kathy Chester Newman and Jessa's picture

I'm so sorry...

RIP Mick, hope you are at peace now.

Thank you

Thank you, Kathy.... I greatly appreciate it... I pray to God he is at peace.

Terri

Poem of The Rainbow Bridge

The Rainbow Bridge:

There is a bridge connecting Heaven and Earth. It is called the Rainbow Bridge because of its many colors. Just this side of the Rainbow Bridge there is a land of meadows, hills and valleys with lush green grass.

When a beloved pet dies, the pet goes to this place. There is always food and water and warm spring weather. All the animals who have been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.

The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. Her bright eyes are intent; her eager body begins to quiver. Suddenly she begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, her legs carrying her faster and faster. You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross the Rainbow Bridge together, never again to be separated.'

Stephanie and David's picture

I am so sorry to hear this.

It must have been a terribly difficult decision for you. My thoughts are with you.

GeorgeMSteinbrenner_IV's picture

Please accept my condolences

I know this was a very difficult decision

Monica-Maude-Gus's picture

My sincere sympathy

I am so sorry for your family and Mick.  I hope that Mick's little soul is at peace.

You're in my thoughts and prayers. 

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Monica, Maude and Gus

AmyandSophia's picture

I am so terribly sorry about Mick.

You must be heartbroken. I know exactly how you feel, I have been there myself with a little female bully I had to put down at one year of age. She had the same problem, it was so sad to watch that beautiful little girl be enraged and attack the other dogs, our worst fear was she would go after our small grand daughter and we made that hard decision to let her go.

My heart breaks for you guys, so sorry...

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Amy and Sophia

Been there, done that

We also had to euthanize a dog for behavioral problems. It was devastating. Looking at a beautiful healthy young dog and knowing how dangerous he was, just didn't make any sense to me.

I am so sorry you and your husband had to go through this.

I could rant about the Amish for hours. You learned a tough lesson. Hopefully, your experience will prevent another family from purchasing from their mills.

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Lynn King CPDT-KA

So, so sorry for your loss.

What a heartwretching decision you had to make.  My heart is with you!

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  Miss you sweet boy Otie (July 29, 2013)

 

 

MacknTeaBoneTillieMae's picture

so very sorry

sometimes there just are no answers.........

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Mack 'n' Tillie Mae Mack

 

 

attitude is altitude!

 

 

Thank you all for your sympathy and words of wisdom...

It helps knowing that others understand your grief and the hardest decision in putting your bully to sleep...

My husband and I still see that cute little body (70 pounds), wiggling as he walked and making little oinking sounds like a little piglet, and hearing his little nose to the ground sniffing and snorting as if he were a vacuum cleaner. 

I went and picked him up yesterday at the pet cemetary crematory and got him a tin urn with black and white pawprints all over it....we are so so sad.

We have had sick older dogs in the past that all had cancer, putting them to sleep, but this was different; he was just a pup and it was not his fault.

We do think he was having some sort of health problem though because he was not eating right, had some coughing, and backward sneezing.  He just had something in his brain that was not right.

We know it will take time, as it has before, but bully's are very special!

I appreciate all of you and your love for these beautiful dogs...

Terri

I wish that I could have you back, Sweet Mick.....

Today it has been 3 days since losing Mick.  I want him back.  I am having a hard time coping and so depressed.  I cannot remove any of his things, dog bowls, bed, toys, his crate, etc.  I cannot even bring myself to sweep the floor because his hair is everywhere.

I have put my sick older dogs to sleep due to cancer; this is different.

Mick was a pup.  He did not deserve this.  I ask God why every single day...  I laid by his dog pillow yesterday, smelled him on there.  I cried and cried as if I were a little girl again.

I have prayed to my Dad and Mom in heaven to take care of Mick and all of my other dogs.  I have prayed to God to just let me see him in a dream to know he is okay...

I just know my multiple sclerosis is going to show its ugly, ugly face.  I still feel responsible because I was not strong enough to show Mick I was his pack leader.  I tried so hard and we came so far together...

I have such regret. Why oh why....

Terri

AmyandSophia's picture

Terri....

Mick was not your average sweet pup. I understand your strong regret feelings, I had the same when I had to put my little girl down at a year old for the same reason you put Mick down. There was no fix, not a good trainer nor a stronger hand woudl hae fixed the problem. It would have escalated Terri, and you know that. It wasn't you being strong or not strong, it was a problem in his hard wiring that caused the issue.

Lady, you are being so much too hard on yourself. Try to understand why you put him down. The anxiety you had about his temper...the biting...the possiblity of injuring a child or another animal at some point in time...those risks are not worth it. You did what you had to do, and Mick is fine now. He is at the bridge playing with the others who have gone before him, and he is no longer angry or aggressive. He is at peace. 

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Amy and Sophia

Thanks for your encouraging words...

It is comforting to know that you have been through the same thing.  I still cry all the time, but I know it will get better.  You are right, I know that.  It is just so darn hard to put down a pup.  We know his wiring was not right from the beginning, I think.  He was never just a normal happy pup.  Like if he was told no or did something wrong, he showed no normal behavior, like when dogs put their tail between their legs and hide kind of thing.  He was go, go, go even in the evening.

I know this sounds crazy, but I found a well-known pet psychic online and my appt is next Tuesday.  I just need some closure with Mick, so I know.  She will also tell me about our last (2) dogs we put down from cancer over the last 2 years.  I pray that it works out and I get some answers.  She seems legitimate.

I just wanted to thank you again personally.  You have really helped me in trying to come to terms about Mick....  I am so sorry, too, for the loss of your little girl as well.

Terri

CathyandZimmer's picture

I'm so sorry to read this.

Mick looked like a sweetheart. I know all too well about the Amish, as here in rescue we've had many come through.  My foster boy I have now is from the Amish, he has the sweetest personality but he came with a multitude of skin issues.  It's been 5 months & we're just getting them under control.

Most of the dogs we've had from the Amish had very good termperments but were medical train wrecks.  They are horrible people, no matter what anyone tries to say. The one farmer we "deal" with will call when he's done breeding his female & we have to move fast or he'll threaten to shoot her.  One told us that he tried to kill one of his females by dropping wood pallets on her but "she scurried away too fast so come get her out of here".  They are not pets to these people, they are livestock.  They keep them in barns or cages, never in their homes, no matter what the temperature or weather conditions.

Unitl the laws are changed, we're fighting a losing battle. I'm sorry you had to make this decsion with your boy, a hard lesson learned and a heartbreaking one at that.  We try very hard to educate the public on the breed and stress the importance of purchasing from a responsible breeder - even then there are no guarantees but you can least know the genetic history of your bulldog.  And always consider rescue, there are so many unwanted bulldogs looking for homes. Again, people don't do their research, buy from bad places & then can't afford the medical bills.

Sending many prayers to you & your family & I'm sure Mick is at peace now, playing happily at the Rainbow Bridge.

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Cathy & Zimmer

www.midatlanticbulldogrescue.com

 

 

AmyandSophia's picture

Very good post Cathy, and I agree 100%

So sad about baby Mick, but it happens all too often when tehy come from puppy mills, especailly the Amish ones. Sick, sick, sick...

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Amy and Sophia